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i could be out in downtown daytona beach right now, drinking it up with a bunch of rednecks. but i'm not. instead, i've decided to lay about the house relaxing. the same thing i've done a lot lately.
i just can't be bothered to go out and mingle with the idiots in my area. though i'm sure some of the upscale bars are nice, i'm not.
i don't feel like taking mymakeup off right now as i've run out of cotton balls. but i will. i always do now, drunk, high or not.
tomorrow i'll be babysitting for blaidd and kai. it's always a great deal of fun with those two. maybe we'll go to the beach? i love the beach but i hate being covered in sand. i hate sand crotch. i hate sand hair. i hate chlorine hair, in fact on the 2nd, i will be cutting off at least 2 inches of chlorine damaged hair. and then i'll be dying in a darker color than platinum. it's just a shame because it's so beautiful next to white skin and green eyes. maybe i'll keep it this color a bit longer....
i need to leave my face alone for a few weeks. just cleanse, tone and moisturize instead of my hour long daily facials that include 5 steps. i spend 5 minutes on makeup. only. i remember when we used to spend 3 hours on makeup. but i'm not going anywhere and there is no we to speak of as far as a super close girlfriend who wears all black and loves delicate black lace eyeliner as much as i do. i have no friends here. it's ok though because i'm a shut in mostly these days anyway. you will find me at the mall, at work, sometimes around at art shows and such. but almost never at the bars. i do not have the ability to drink like i once did, my poor kidneys can't handle the toxins anymore. it takes 5 cups of coffee in the am to open my eyes and be able to piss the white cloud. tmi. fuck you.
i've a new schedule at work which includes weekends off. i've had wednesdays off for years, but will not work them in place of thursdays being off instead. my body is confused with this new trend and fridays feel like thursdays now.
when did goth become so colorful? the ad banners for convergence in tampa say teal is the new black. ugh, how boring. everyone is wearing mac pigments. everyone. boring. mix it up, where is the black eyeliner? i'm going to wear thick black liner for a week to work, and see what kind of trend i can start.
also, who said it's ok to wear a full unmodified outfit from the hot topic (gothmart, no not the one in tampa)
i veto that. i have enough goth points to do that.
i just can't be bothered to go out and mingle with the idiots in my area. though i'm sure some of the upscale bars are nice, i'm not.
i don't feel like taking mymakeup off right now as i've run out of cotton balls. but i will. i always do now, drunk, high or not.
tomorrow i'll be babysitting for blaidd and kai. it's always a great deal of fun with those two. maybe we'll go to the beach? i love the beach but i hate being covered in sand. i hate sand crotch. i hate sand hair. i hate chlorine hair, in fact on the 2nd, i will be cutting off at least 2 inches of chlorine damaged hair. and then i'll be dying in a darker color than platinum. it's just a shame because it's so beautiful next to white skin and green eyes. maybe i'll keep it this color a bit longer....
i need to leave my face alone for a few weeks. just cleanse, tone and moisturize instead of my hour long daily facials that include 5 steps. i spend 5 minutes on makeup. only. i remember when we used to spend 3 hours on makeup. but i'm not going anywhere and there is no we to speak of as far as a super close girlfriend who wears all black and loves delicate black lace eyeliner as much as i do. i have no friends here. it's ok though because i'm a shut in mostly these days anyway. you will find me at the mall, at work, sometimes around at art shows and such. but almost never at the bars. i do not have the ability to drink like i once did, my poor kidneys can't handle the toxins anymore. it takes 5 cups of coffee in the am to open my eyes and be able to piss the white cloud. tmi. fuck you.
i've a new schedule at work which includes weekends off. i've had wednesdays off for years, but will not work them in place of thursdays being off instead. my body is confused with this new trend and fridays feel like thursdays now.
when did goth become so colorful? the ad banners for convergence in tampa say teal is the new black. ugh, how boring. everyone is wearing mac pigments. everyone. boring. mix it up, where is the black eyeliner? i'm going to wear thick black liner for a week to work, and see what kind of trend i can start.
also, who said it's ok to wear a full unmodified outfit from the hot topic (gothmart, no not the one in tampa)
i veto that. i have enough goth points to do that.