Another night without sleep... just thinking, writing, and wondering
Breakups kill your heart
Never getting a chance does to
But life is never the same
Without having you
I can feel your touch
In my dreams and thoughts
The feel of your hand in mine
The feel of your head resting on my shoulder
The feel of your head resting on my lap
The grace of your lips upon mine
The heavenly feel of you in my arms
The touch of your hand on my lips
I can still hear the sweet tone of your voice
Calling my name in the distance
Saying how you loved me
Saying words that only you and I will ever understand
Hearing the words ploop, smokey, Wu, boo boo, or Kevin Mansky
Each having a meaning attached to them
Each with a distinguished sound to them
Each still echoing in my thoughts and dreams
Other words like secret, goodnight, and I’ll miss you
Also echo through my thoughts
Each work bringing me down to my knees
Each word making me cry out in anguish… why
Not only words but memories
Still have a painful spot in my life
Remembering laying in your bed
With my arm around you stomach
And just looking in your eyes
Saying I love you
Just to hear it back
And receive one of the sweetest kisses of my life
Recalling laying in my stomach
Looking to my left
And not believing who was next to me
Putting my arm around your waste
And never wanting that night to end
How can you forget the night in Port Jeff
The place I would always get wrong
And you would always be there to correct me
Just sitting on the bench and throwing rocks at the post
Only stopping when I hit the post
And made a loud noise that told us it was time to stop
And I will never forget about that night at the movies
When the other two left us alone
And we finally got to spend sometime alone
As we created our own little secret…. Shhhhh
These thoughts and many more still haunt my mind
Still expecting you to come back and surprise me
Cover my eyes from behind and say guess who
But I look over my should and don’t see you
And it breaks my heat to know I never will
Every time I close my eyes
I can see those memories
Hear those voices
Feel those moments
When for once life was good
When will this be over
When will I be normal again
Never getting a chance does to
But life is never the same
Without having you
I can feel your touch
In my dreams and thoughts
The feel of your hand in mine
The feel of your head resting on my shoulder
The feel of your head resting on my lap
The grace of your lips upon mine
The heavenly feel of you in my arms
The touch of your hand on my lips
I can still hear the sweet tone of your voice
Calling my name in the distance
Saying how you loved me
Saying words that only you and I will ever understand
Hearing the words ploop, smokey, Wu, boo boo, or Kevin Mansky
Each having a meaning attached to them
Each with a distinguished sound to them
Each still echoing in my thoughts and dreams
Other words like secret, goodnight, and I’ll miss you
Also echo through my thoughts
Each work bringing me down to my knees
Each word making me cry out in anguish… why
Not only words but memories
Still have a painful spot in my life
Remembering laying in your bed
With my arm around you stomach
And just looking in your eyes
Saying I love you
Just to hear it back
And receive one of the sweetest kisses of my life
Recalling laying in my stomach
Looking to my left
And not believing who was next to me
Putting my arm around your waste
And never wanting that night to end
How can you forget the night in Port Jeff
The place I would always get wrong
And you would always be there to correct me
Just sitting on the bench and throwing rocks at the post
Only stopping when I hit the post
And made a loud noise that told us it was time to stop
And I will never forget about that night at the movies
When the other two left us alone
And we finally got to spend sometime alone
As we created our own little secret…. Shhhhh
These thoughts and many more still haunt my mind
Still expecting you to come back and surprise me
Cover my eyes from behind and say guess who
But I look over my should and don’t see you
And it breaks my heat to know I never will
Every time I close my eyes
I can see those memories
Hear those voices
Feel those moments
When for once life was good
When will this be over
When will I be normal again