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[mets4life]

So once again i have become addictied to my computer game guild wars. i dont know what it is about it but it takes my head away from everything and i can just relax and do something i enjoy. much to my shagrin no one understands this and thinks that im a "nerd" even though i know they are just kidding around with me. and its not like that makes me angry or upset or anything its that they just dont understand. i guess the whole thing with lauren has bought me back to it and once and for all finally has come to an end which is nice. well i havent heard from her in some time which is good. i honestly dont even want to see her nor speak to her. but im not turning this into a lauren bash. school is going well i have a lot of work for my business class. i have an 8 page paper due on monday and i just dont seem to have the inspiration to write the damn thing. which is fine cause i know i will get it done reguardless. than i have this stupid accouting business plan that i have to due with my group and i have this one fucking kid who hasnt done shit for it and he keeps saying yea ill have it next time and bullshit like that and he is really starting to piss me off with his shit. i sware to god if he doesnt have for me what he promised what he would have for me on monday i am getting into this kids face and i am going to verbally abuse him a little. i dont know what it is but i have been looking for a good fight lately... just one that i can get rid of all my emotions and shit. i think i am going to have that fight very soon. with who im not exactly sure yet cause there are numerous people who are pissing me off big time. It doesnt help also that i am writing this somewhat tipsy and tired (well not really tired but more ethanstein lol)

For the mean time i think that is about it. if anything else comes to mind ill be sure to let you guys know about it.