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So Mike, Matt and Jp are going to the Cardinals/Phillies game tomorrow and i wish i could go with them but it would require me to miss 2 of my classes and i just cant afford to do that right now. i kind of feel like an ass cause im not going. but hey im at school to do work not go to baseball games and on top of that the mets arent even playing so it really wouldnt even intrest me.
On a completly diffrent note Rugby is going well. at first i thought i wouldnt enjoy it at all but after my first game at bentley college, getting to know the guys a little better and playing in an actual game im starting to warm up to the game. i think that it is a lot of fun. yea big deal besides the 3 or 4 black and blues i have nothing is really seriously hurt yet. Actually im kind of upset at myself for the way that i played the first game. i should have went the extra mile and make the tackle that i missed here or there. but i did have a pretty good play which makes me happy. and then another thing that is pissing me off is that im doing the kicking for B/C side. Now i know i never drop kicked a rugby ball before but ive been playing soccer my whole life and it makes me feel that it was all for nothing and that im incompetent to kick a fucking ball. my assistant coach was trying to tell me that i did a good job for never doing it before and i went to the captain Big Dave and since he is the kicker for the A side i asked him his technique. he showed me but it just seemed weird. i guess thats something im going to have to work at. Another thing that im quite confident at is the scrum. today at practice we worked on it more and even though the assistant coach was just showing me and my teammate JT how to do it more correctly, it felt good to make the call. yelling SQUEEZE, KNEES, DRIVE. sort of gave me a little powerboost and felt like i had a place on the team. Also now that im seeing more guys on campus they are starting to know my face and im slowly starting to network a little further out on my own instead of mike and I doing it together.
Another thing that is bothering me is that Mike and I used to spend the weekend partying together. but ever since he joined Track and I joined Rugby we kind of are splitting a little and i kind of rathered enjoyed the time that we spent together partying. it was just something that mike and i did together that although matt doesnt do it with us (which he has good reasons and i respect them) is something that i feel that we are just losing.
On another completly different note i started talking to Dani again on a small scale but non the less it is talking to her which kind of feels nice. yea did she kind of make me not trust her. YEA but it wouldnt be fair if i didnt give her a second chance. i really feel that dani has changed for the better and im kind of upbeat about the relationship (friends only) that can spark from it. And while i am on the topic of girls. Asha Ching Chang or whatever her name is, is really attached to me andd i have no intrest what so ever in her. everytime i see her i have to hug her and no matter what im doing she has to stop my conversation and start talking to me. its insane. like i want to tell her to stop but i dont want to be a asshole about it. like i have been trying to give little hints about it like hiding from her when she looked right at me. or just tell her im in a hurry and walk away. Ok maybe they arent great hints but still she has to get the picture.
Other than all that not much is going on. I have been spending alot of time with Chris and Sarah two friends of mine i went to london with. Sarah and Maggie are suitemates and i think that Maggie is a little jealous that im hanging out with sarah more than i am her. which to me is funny but i dont see why she is getting protective of me. i have no feelings towards sarah like that. We are just mad close. yea i have seen sarah in a thong and bra but thats cause i shared a hotel room with her and we really didnt care about changing in front of each other. and then last weekend Chris and Sarah got smashed and i took care of them. i really look at them like my brother and sister. I would never want to see anything bad happen to them.
Another thing is that Mike, Matt and I are looking for a 4 roomate next year. So the 2 options we thought of was Andrew are current suitemate. he is quite, clean and he keeps to himself. only problem being is that he kind of has a man crush on mike. so that is the only problem with that. then there is this kid mike knows his name is Fred. thats just about all i know about him. so Mike said that ill met him soon so we can talk about it more in depth.
So yea thats pretty much everything that is going on with me right now... if anything else pops up ill be sure to add it but other than that its 2AM and im kind of tired to im going to bed.
On a completly diffrent note Rugby is going well. at first i thought i wouldnt enjoy it at all but after my first game at bentley college, getting to know the guys a little better and playing in an actual game im starting to warm up to the game. i think that it is a lot of fun. yea big deal besides the 3 or 4 black and blues i have nothing is really seriously hurt yet. Actually im kind of upset at myself for the way that i played the first game. i should have went the extra mile and make the tackle that i missed here or there. but i did have a pretty good play which makes me happy. and then another thing that is pissing me off is that im doing the kicking for B/C side. Now i know i never drop kicked a rugby ball before but ive been playing soccer my whole life and it makes me feel that it was all for nothing and that im incompetent to kick a fucking ball. my assistant coach was trying to tell me that i did a good job for never doing it before and i went to the captain Big Dave and since he is the kicker for the A side i asked him his technique. he showed me but it just seemed weird. i guess thats something im going to have to work at. Another thing that im quite confident at is the scrum. today at practice we worked on it more and even though the assistant coach was just showing me and my teammate JT how to do it more correctly, it felt good to make the call. yelling SQUEEZE, KNEES, DRIVE. sort of gave me a little powerboost and felt like i had a place on the team. Also now that im seeing more guys on campus they are starting to know my face and im slowly starting to network a little further out on my own instead of mike and I doing it together.
Another thing that is bothering me is that Mike and I used to spend the weekend partying together. but ever since he joined Track and I joined Rugby we kind of are splitting a little and i kind of rathered enjoyed the time that we spent together partying. it was just something that mike and i did together that although matt doesnt do it with us (which he has good reasons and i respect them) is something that i feel that we are just losing.
On another completly different note i started talking to Dani again on a small scale but non the less it is talking to her which kind of feels nice. yea did she kind of make me not trust her. YEA but it wouldnt be fair if i didnt give her a second chance. i really feel that dani has changed for the better and im kind of upbeat about the relationship (friends only) that can spark from it. And while i am on the topic of girls. Asha Ching Chang or whatever her name is, is really attached to me andd i have no intrest what so ever in her. everytime i see her i have to hug her and no matter what im doing she has to stop my conversation and start talking to me. its insane. like i want to tell her to stop but i dont want to be a asshole about it. like i have been trying to give little hints about it like hiding from her when she looked right at me. or just tell her im in a hurry and walk away. Ok maybe they arent great hints but still she has to get the picture.
Other than all that not much is going on. I have been spending alot of time with Chris and Sarah two friends of mine i went to london with. Sarah and Maggie are suitemates and i think that Maggie is a little jealous that im hanging out with sarah more than i am her. which to me is funny but i dont see why she is getting protective of me. i have no feelings towards sarah like that. We are just mad close. yea i have seen sarah in a thong and bra but thats cause i shared a hotel room with her and we really didnt care about changing in front of each other. and then last weekend Chris and Sarah got smashed and i took care of them. i really look at them like my brother and sister. I would never want to see anything bad happen to them.
Another thing is that Mike, Matt and I are looking for a 4 roomate next year. So the 2 options we thought of was Andrew are current suitemate. he is quite, clean and he keeps to himself. only problem being is that he kind of has a man crush on mike. so that is the only problem with that. then there is this kid mike knows his name is Fred. thats just about all i know about him. so Mike said that ill met him soon so we can talk about it more in depth.
So yea thats pretty much everything that is going on with me right now... if anything else pops up ill be sure to add it but other than that its 2AM and im kind of tired to im going to bed.