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[metrosensual]

 I am torn.  Since my return from Anchorage, my feelings for Wes have changed.  The visit went horribly and I just can't get past it.  Should I try to work through this?  Honestly, I don't know if it would make a difference.  He was so hurtful/hateful.  I don't find any excuse that will resolve my disappointment.

This makes me sad.

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[divaprime]

Sweetheart, you are fabulous. Men are easy to find. Don't waste your time on anyone who doesn't treat you like the goddess you are becoming. LDRs that treat a visiting SO like that are usually hiding something. In my case, it was a 3 month relationship with a local gal he didn't want me to find out about. Had forgotten about that one. That makes 3 dirtbags that asked me to be mono, while they cheated. For another friend, it was a diagnosis of herpes showing up on the tests they had taken her 2nd visit, so they could bareback her 3rd. He treated her badly and fucked her without a condom anyway. She has a everlasting reminder of him now.

Best to be rid of him and go have some fun.

Here for you, as always,
Renee

[metrosensual]

Thanks.

Unfortunately, I had been fired from my job four days prior to the trip. My SO explained to me after I returned home that he was upset because he was feeling pressured? I find it odd since he doesn't support me and it wasn't like I was the CEO of some company. I was cashiering at Wal-Mart just for the benefits until something else came along.

The last thing I expected from him was judgement about being fired. A little emotional support would have been appreciated.

We are talking on the phone but it will never be the same. I can't get past his behavior. I've tried. I just have to come to terms that it is over and move on.

Again, thanks for the note.

[ladywerewolf]

WTF?!! I miss you. call me. We should talk. Love you

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

[metrosensual]

I will soon. When is too late to call? I know it's an hour later there. I have free minutes after 9 pm and week-ends. I would love to talk to you.

I miss you too.