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it's been awhile since i've seen the ambition in my eyes but im going to cultivate it the best i can. you've got to love yourself to survive in this life. its hard cos i have no sense of ego whatsover. . i have no desire to prove myself to the world, i value my anonymity too much. i do not wish to be in the spotlight .. i just want to be the background, content & unextraordinary, learning from dirt & pain of the everyday and growing within myself. am i supposed to give that up in order to grow ? (is is admirable risk or self-exploitation?) i don't know ..
what to do when you only want to fade into the crowd, recognized by only a few. if this life needs me to reveal myself, to teach what i know (however small that may be & worthless in my eyes), then i will do it. am i afriad to shine? am i being selfish. . holding on to the strength within me? fuck, i don't know. i've always known i was a fool, the only thing i have to contribute is my humility.
what to do when you only want to fade into the crowd, recognized by only a few. if this life needs me to reveal myself, to teach what i know (however small that may be & worthless in my eyes), then i will do it. am i afriad to shine? am i being selfish. . holding on to the strength within me? fuck, i don't know. i've always known i was a fool, the only thing i have to contribute is my humility.