Oct 28, 2009 21:49
Oh my god.
Austin's being a jerk, so usually I rant about it to people. People who I thought could keep secrets, but apparently can't.
djsifjfjdfjjds omfg that makes me so mad.
So I was ranting to someone, because they started the conversation with, "Austin's so annoying." I was stupid and I thought I could trust her. She's not a very trustworthy person, I knew that but I was stupid anyway.
It didn't surprise me when he started a conversation that said "I know everything you said about me."
So I replied, "So Kira told you."
And he said "Yea, a bit."
Then his next response killed me,
"A few other people did too."
OKAY OUCH.
So these people who I thought I could trust with my personal feelings, went and told him basically everything I said. He didn't tell me who they were basically his stupid arrogant self-centered narcissistic quote was "Well you see I'm special in that I don't rat people out"
FGJNFDJGFDJLGFJDLGDGJ. I hate him so much. He thinks he knows everything and he's the best and I hate people like that. But his grammar really sucks and I always have to correct it, so I don't know why he's calling me dumb. Also he puts me down all the time and ow I feel like going in my sock drawer(?) and crying.
Everyone is unreliable, I hate that. Since I don't know who these people are, I can't trust anyone right now. I have to figure it out tomorrow. I already have some candidates. I think I know at least three people I can kind of trust. I kind of don't want to go to school. So I'm going to call Jana or something tomorrow and sob to her about it.
I need a shoulder ;________;
PREFERABLY SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T KNOW HIM. I.E. MIA JANA EMILY i have no more friends.
life hate austin fail