When The Internet Was Down...
Sunday, April 02, 2006
"Sabotage"
2:30 a.m
As to why Earthlink isn't working, I don't even want to know but something tells me my mother is behind it.Right now, I am so groggy and over-worked from sex that I am too tired to think...but blabber, now that's something I can do.
My plans for today were simple and that included taking my sister outdoors with me so that my going to see Mr. Meadow wouldn't look suspicious and on top of that my mother wouldn't get annoyed with me taking money out of her wallet. Things went great and I couldn't have asked for it to have gone better. Mr. Meadow & I are finally official and I am so very happy! EEHH! I'm like a giddy school girl.
Okay, so..my sister kept on calling me and I began to worry. I finally had to get up out of there and stop acting like a doting girlfriend. I tried rushing as fast as I could and my sister ended up going home and not following through on us meeting at the corner so it'd look like we had both gone out together. I heard my mother screaming in the background when I called her back and my cousin had something to do with it. The fucking bitch, GOD I FUCKING SWEAR!! She is always sabotaging and for the most part the fakest person I know. She goes around gathering tid bits of information just so that she can see someone's life get ruined temporarily. She was talking shit about my disowned older sister's bored married life, but I know deep down it bothers my cousin that she isn't married herself and turned into this compulsive gossiper. I told my sister to just say that we were at the movies with a made up friend name I made "Stephanie" and then we ended up taking the Q23 to the Q58 and I headed out to her house down the block to hang out for a bit later. It probably ruined the trust she had in me and that wasn't my intention but then again no one told her to take her ass home. I actually got teary-eyed on the lonely walk home. My mother for not understanding..for me being in the situation I'm in..for my sister possibly not trusting me again..for my cousin getting hers..and mostly for wanting to be the happiest girl in the world for meeting Mr. Meadow and the balance of good and evil being thrown off.
Why oh, why do I always have to explain myself to my mother. First off I don't understand why all of a sudden she has an issue with me sleeping over people's houses when I used to sleep over all the time during the summer. I had my first night stand with during the summer & I slept over. The world may never know....
Bitches !