Fuck 'Em
Honestly recently I've been tired of putting myself in a pushover role with a lot of people. I thought it was me feeling cheap but nah, it was making myself flexible for too many people and accepting everything, including their flaws.
Greg... I've known since March of last year and we've never made anything I mean nada official. Finally we make being friends official. He ended up confronting me 2 months ago and had told me the time we were involved that it wasn't my fault, that I was a "special lady". So we were friends but of course he knows that I've always been interested in something more. I took all his shit like during the time he became distant with me it was because of some girl he was involved with before me he had gotten pregnant and now he has a daughter. Our relationship since he confessed has been so stupid. He im's me online every 3-4 days. I finally flipped today when he answered a question today at 10: something in the morning when I asked him yesterday at 3: something in the morning. He had the nerve to fucking answer without repeating the question real casually. I told him not to attempt to call me or im me. I also told him since when was having a friendship such a commitment. He said whatever...peace and blocked my screenname. I learned that if someone has to force a friendship with me or taking and never giving back, it was a big waste of my time.
I'm so emo... Robert was supposed to come over and he couldn't cuz the snow fucked up the F line. Fuck this morning. I'm gonna go with Dominique later to pierce my lip and nose. I'll post pics later...