Courtesy of Ally Yau, who is Super-fucking-Rad.

May 06, 2007 16:48

Clipped shamelessly from Ally who clipped it shamelessly from The Hoilday.

"listen, i know its hard to believe people when they say 'i know how you feel'...but i actually know how you feel. you see, i was seeing someone, back in london. we work for the same newspaper. and then i found out that he was also seeing this other girl sarah. from the circulation department on the 19th floor. turned out he wasn't in love with me, like i thought. what i'm trying to say, is, i understand feeling as small and insignificant as humanly possible. and how it can actually ache in places that you didn't know you had inside you. and it doesn't matter how many haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends...you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong, or how you could have...misunderstood. and how in the hell for that brief moment that you could think you were that happy. and sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. and after all that, however long 'all that' may be. you'll go somewhere new, and you'll meet people who will make you feel worthwhile again. and little pieces of your soul will finally come back. and all that fuzzy stuff...those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade."
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