Entry #A-3: "Arm"
Old Home is very big... it is very easy to get lost. Otherwise, though, I find myself strangely at home. Having no memories must help with this phenomenon; to my knowledge, I have known no other home but this one, and no other people...
Far be it from me to ponder the myth of my existence. There are other things that I must begin to think about... things that I am discovering without even realizing it.
1. I like candy. And coffee, and tea. Very, very much. Just looking at meat, though, makes me feel sick. I cannot eat it.
2. It is hard for me to really see eye-to-eye with other people, or relate to them. I try, but... it is like we're from different worlds sometimes, in more ways than the obvious ones. I'm sure that things were like this before, because I can't imagine what it would have been like, otherwise. Maybe there was something wrong with me.
3. There is joy in numbers. Peace, and happiness, and tranquility and certainty. I like math. Especially prime numbers. I want to paint them on the walls of my room.
4. Alcohol does not solve a person's problems.
5. I was not a surgeon, though I know my science and how to hold a scalpel.
6. I have perfect pitch. Therefore, karaoke was a bit torturous.
7. I have a job in the bookstore. It is not going very well... it's hard for me to help customers and always be friendly and helpful. It's a huge struggle just to get through the day... my employer is patient, but I find myself finding the job at once frustratingly easy and unreasonably hard. I wish that I could work in a closed room without noise, for true.
8. One person I have met seems... very strangely familiar. I don't know what to make of it... or how to get past the thought that... hm. It's probably nothing.
9. My wings are lighter. I didn't think that it was really so... but they are closer to being white. I didn't expect that...
Far be it from me to ponder the myth of my existence. There are other things that I must begin to think about... things that I am discovering without even realizing it.
1. I like candy. And coffee, and tea. Very, very much. Just looking at meat, though, makes me feel sick. I cannot eat it.
2. It is hard for me to really see eye-to-eye with other people, or relate to them. I try, but... it is like we're from different worlds sometimes, in more ways than the obvious ones. I'm sure that things were like this before, because I can't imagine what it would have been like, otherwise. Maybe there was something wrong with me.
3. There is joy in numbers. Peace, and happiness, and tranquility and certainty. I like math. Especially prime numbers. I want to paint them on the walls of my room.
4. Alcohol does not solve a person's problems.
5. I was not a surgeon, though I know my science and how to hold a scalpel.
6. I have perfect pitch. Therefore, karaoke was a bit torturous.
7. I have a job in the bookstore. It is not going very well... it's hard for me to help customers and always be friendly and helpful. It's a huge struggle just to get through the day... my employer is patient, but I find myself finding the job at once frustratingly easy and unreasonably hard. I wish that I could work in a closed room without noise, for true.
8. One person I have met seems... very strangely familiar. I don't know what to make of it... or how to get past the thought that... hm. It's probably nothing.
9. My wings are lighter. I didn't think that it was really so... but they are closer to being white. I didn't expect that...