Aug 23, 2004 19:35
Today I didn't wear any make-up. And Janice told me that I looked like she felt. My mind got the better of me, and with every ounce of my being I held back this comment: "Really? I look like an old, senile, incompetent witch?" But I didn't. Instead, I politely retorted, "Yes, Janice. I feel kinda crappy. Didn't get much sleep last night." I better have the best seat in heaven for my holding my tongue on that one.
I thought a lot today about my future. Nothing really in particular. Just entertained different thoughts about who I can be someday. Interesting.
I feel really fat, so I'm going to go run for a while. I was way too crabby today...stupid people. God, I hate stupid people. And their stupid questions and stupid comments and stupid looks and stupid Medicaid bling-bling and Lexus cars.
Ugh.
KIR.