SCREW YOU off-days
Ya, so i talked to tabetha, looks like i just had two off days in a row. I will try my best to keep them to myself, its one thing if you can b here for them, its quite another when you are so far away.
what sucked today:
~sent bobbi a voicemail about car insurance
~kaieser does not take my insurance, therefore i did not set up my STD test
~Work was pretty lame and i didnt get to work the tips shift
~I felt like dieing about... nine times i guess.
~I felt bad about feeling like dieing about fifteen times
~i felt mistrust all day for absolutely no reason, and i knew it
~i didnt do my shakespeare homework, therefore tommorrow morning i have to read and do an online response.
~I spent money on Burger King
~I basically let it go that i have to work on all hollows eve.
~still didn't clean my room
~talked to you about five minutes total on the phone
~still didnt set up my next appointment with Dr. Pepper
~still didnt send out for my transcripts to get my degree.
~still didnt talk to you about my cycle, about my fear, the big one that sucks a bunch
What went well:
~class was tolerable and i didnt have trouble staying awake
~i gave tabetha my rent
~i got to talk to you, even if it was just for a moment
~talked to you in person for... every single moment of the day that i was alone.
~whacked off once, it was a pretty good one too.
~got close to acceptance, but then fell away
im falling asleep, dont wake me up unless you love me, and if you do i would give up every moment of sleep to hear your sweet sounds, i have no time, why the rush?
-your restless wanderer.
what sucked today:
~sent bobbi a voicemail about car insurance
~kaieser does not take my insurance, therefore i did not set up my STD test
~Work was pretty lame and i didnt get to work the tips shift
~I felt like dieing about... nine times i guess.
~I felt bad about feeling like dieing about fifteen times
~i felt mistrust all day for absolutely no reason, and i knew it
~i didnt do my shakespeare homework, therefore tommorrow morning i have to read and do an online response.
~I spent money on Burger King
~I basically let it go that i have to work on all hollows eve.
~still didn't clean my room
~talked to you about five minutes total on the phone
~still didnt set up my next appointment with Dr. Pepper
~still didnt send out for my transcripts to get my degree.
~still didnt talk to you about my cycle, about my fear, the big one that sucks a bunch
What went well:
~class was tolerable and i didnt have trouble staying awake
~i gave tabetha my rent
~i got to talk to you, even if it was just for a moment
~talked to you in person for... every single moment of the day that i was alone.
~whacked off once, it was a pretty good one too.
~got close to acceptance, but then fell away
im falling asleep, dont wake me up unless you love me, and if you do i would give up every moment of sleep to hear your sweet sounds, i have no time, why the rush?
-your restless wanderer.