Jan 20, 2007 21:40
journals are funny things. every once in a while, they exist only to be dusted off, scoffed at, ridiculed, jostled, and forgotten again.
life gets good, life gets bad, life stays okay, it's not so much a cycle as it is a rotation of perspective. problems always exist, it's merely whether or not they show in the light. they may all just be manifestations of our own fears, shortcomings, blahs. it's like riding a bike - you never forget, you can never forget, yet you relearn each time. This passage makes no sense because if it did, the world would cease to exist.
i now know what it means to be a big fish in a small pond. and i know what happiness looks like. right now, i'm more than fine. i'm me.