It's been awhile...and I promise never to desert you again. I'll make another blog...and another!
In light of the SATs on Saturday...a school related post.
What do you do when you have an addiction to unattainable goals? And then every time you realize it's impossible you chalk it up to another failure.
What do you do when you plan something so carefully, perfectly...and suddenly the first piece falls, and then piece by piece things crumble and eventually you have to succumb to the hurdles. The ones you shouldn't have, the shit you didn't work into your PERFECT plan.
And then what do you do when all you want to do is lock yourself in a closet with a pencil and textbooks and work until I finish and the pencil makes that irritating dent that is now permanent in my finger bleed.
All I know is that I have to be done. This isn't how I will succeed.
What do you do when you have an addiction to unattainable goals? And then every time you realize it's impossible you chalk it up to another failure.
What do you do when you plan something so carefully, perfectly...and suddenly the first piece falls, and then piece by piece things crumble and eventually you have to succumb to the hurdles. The ones you shouldn't have, the shit you didn't work into your PERFECT plan.
And then what do you do when all you want to do is lock yourself in a closet with a pencil and textbooks and work until I finish and the pencil makes that irritating dent that is now permanent in my finger bleed.
All I know is that I have to be done. This isn't how I will succeed.