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Can someone tell me where my motivation went? *le sigh*
I'm home for the summer, but I still have late schoolwork that I need to finish and email in, just in case my teachers are willing to take it and not fail me.
I'm already tired of work and I don't have a day off until next Wednesday, at which point my mom and I are visiting my cousins in New Jersey. I'm trying to find other work, so maybe it'll balance out. I won't get so bored with the store if I'm also working at the thrift store my brother works at or at concerts doing security... right?
Apathy apathy apathy.
Why are people graduating? It's weird. I could deal with, like, just one of my friends graduating. Sure. Maybe. But my facebook feed is about half the people I know graduating college. It hadn't hit me before now how weird it is that I'll still be in school for the next two years while they're... not. (Except for the ones going to grad school, but they'll be in grad school and that's also weird.)
I don't like thoughts.
I also don't like that I like this stupid boy and I'm trying not to talk to him all the damn time about my stupid thoughts.
I need to go back to sleep.
I'm home for the summer, but I still have late schoolwork that I need to finish and email in, just in case my teachers are willing to take it and not fail me.
I'm already tired of work and I don't have a day off until next Wednesday, at which point my mom and I are visiting my cousins in New Jersey. I'm trying to find other work, so maybe it'll balance out. I won't get so bored with the store if I'm also working at the thrift store my brother works at or at concerts doing security... right?
Apathy apathy apathy.
Why are people graduating? It's weird. I could deal with, like, just one of my friends graduating. Sure. Maybe. But my facebook feed is about half the people I know graduating college. It hadn't hit me before now how weird it is that I'll still be in school for the next two years while they're... not. (Except for the ones going to grad school, but they'll be in grad school and that's also weird.)
I don't like thoughts.
I also don't like that I like this stupid boy and I'm trying not to talk to him all the damn time about my stupid thoughts.
I need to go back to sleep.