someplace to think
I need some place to think my mind is falling apart. Not a new thing of course it happens every spring as the allergens come in. I am not so well tethered to the rest of the world and my mind flows with fog. The stakes however ... well I have never had anything to lose, not anything that mattered just things.
So here I am with only the more damaged half of my brain and enough natural chemical imbalances to get me suspected of drug use (and it has) with a minor additional problem of having 2 weeks before my pills arrive with nearly half that in supply.
no idea how to communicate my needs
no map that can help me find sanity
no end to this hunger I know not the name of
distraction delusion and disorientation
collapsing creative collisions
...
also I have no idea how the whole pet names thing works
I can see the wholes in my sentences where they should go but how does one know what one should call them?
So here I am with only the more damaged half of my brain and enough natural chemical imbalances to get me suspected of drug use (and it has) with a minor additional problem of having 2 weeks before my pills arrive with nearly half that in supply.
no idea how to communicate my needs
no map that can help me find sanity
no end to this hunger I know not the name of
distraction delusion and disorientation
collapsing creative collisions
...
also I have no idea how the whole pet names thing works
I can see the wholes in my sentences where they should go but how does one know what one should call them?