Jan 10, 2006 12:46
oh, fuck me lol
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i'd say if you know me, stay away. that's is the recent forecast.
you know how when you're driving on the highway and you see a bad accident everyone slows down to peek their fucking heads out the window and they all drive slow as hell...cause for some reason they feel the need to ohhh and ahhh an say that is horrible...even though most of the time they don't know how the accident was caused...they jus see how the person lying on the ground with a bloody face is and they think what mother fucker did that? what an idiot waste of human space! they better pay for that! an then they get farther down the road an see the other part of the wreck an feel like dummies. don't you hate that? anywho
who's life is takina giant turn for the i don't know? me i suppose. i may sound really mad about something but i'm not really mad. not sure what i am. i jus had 2 cups of coffee an when i get to work 'll have a 16oz rockstar again. i finally ate food yesterday to make moriah happy it was grosso. then i couldn't stop eating random things. funny how that works. it's like a chain reaction. i don't want to go to work.
i feel like i have this zig zagged split down the middle of me that everyone is staring at. heh yeah. it fuckin sucks balls. why is it that people feel so much more like they've said something to it's best by adding the word fuck?
i like mewithoutyou. especially this song....
We never met, you and I
We were always inside, we were somewhere inside one another.
And I'll live without you love,
but what good is one glove, without the other?
Still you only ask about my leaving,
But honey I had no choice,
and I call (and when you hear that heavy breathing)
for the sound of your voice.
But you sit there silent, folded arms
And look down as I walk by
My face has changed, you know it's me
You know by the stillness in my eyes.
Come and whisper in my ear, "You're very pretty, dear" and..and
"It'll be alright." You're lying!
But I don't mind tonight.
So I wander and I wander
Your absence beating inside my chest
And I try but I can't remember
The color of your eyes- JUST THE SHAPE OF YOUR DRESS!
And through a garden overgrown
Oh, it's a long walk home.
I said I'd not come back, well I'm coming back-
and you'd better be alone.
You sit there silent, folded arms
And you smile, as I walk by
My face has shamed, But you know it's me, YOU KNOW ITS ME!
Come and whisper in my ear, "my dear! my dear!"
"it'll be alright...
it'll be alright....
it'll be alright....
it'll be alright....
it'll be alright....
it'll be alright."
No!NO!!
FUCK! must get ready for work. time to do some customer services. grrr