My Realizations

[metamorphosis8]

You know what I realized guys? Live Journal causes a lot of problems! All these anonymous comments being made and all this drama is arising. Not only that but I'm sick of, oh he said this or she said that, so if you're gonna be mad at someone because of something you "think" they said then that's freaking pathetic! Unless you hear it from the person's mouth then just ignore what you hear! Ppl these days... What happend to when everyone liked each other and everyone was friends huh? Those days are gone.. I wish everyone could just drop everything and start over. I'm sick and tired of all this crap!! Not only that but school is driving me INSANE!! So many tests and quizzes and i'm gonna fail them all! I went home early today b/c I was falling asleep. Don't know when I'll make up everything, I'll just study the best I can tonight and see how I do. Thank god it's Friday tomorrow, I can makeup some stuff during the weekend. Sophmore yr is terrible but o w/e. I need to make it if I want to be a lawyer when the time comes. Schools like Yale or Harvard or any top schools won't accept me if I don't work my ass off. Yeah, it's gonna be hard but I don't have a choice.. I want to buy those pant suit thingys it will look awesome lol. Another thing, ppl need to watch what they say. I come home and friggen Annie and Gwen make fun of me. (Now Annie is like friggen HUGE and lets just say Gwen has got to be one of the ugliest gurls I've ever seen, anybody who knows them knows what I'm talking about) I did tell them off tho (saying some things i won't say here, you never know who read this stuff) they keep going and I say more!! Well, if i didn't have math, i WOULD HAVE walked over there and taken care of it, and don't think i wouldn't have. I went from being passive to AGRESSIVE no one says shit about me. It's sad when you have your friends saying it about you as well. The moral of the story? "You never know who your friends are".

ps: Today is mine and Mike B's one month aniversary! We lasted a whole month. I think it's great! Can't wait to see you!

Love always,
Sara