As i write these word i think of all the things going on and i think to myself.......why? This year is different for me in the sense that im really changing and realizing how insignficant some things are.....that probably would have been the world to me. i just want to get life going so that i can forget this stage of drama and adolesence. As the world turns i turn withit and i wish i didnt have to.....but now i can urn on my own pace and own rhythm without having to worry about who is looking or who is looking to see how much damage they can cause.....the damage was done and now you are just a another blurr.