Apr 08, 2011 23:17
Maybe some people live in denial because they are not strong enough to live in reality?
What a week.
And how is it that you can repeatedly be there for someone, at the expense of yourself - but the minute you need and want them to be there, they are not? Note to self: airplanes and oxygen masks. They train you to take care of your own, before helping the person next to you, for good reason. Need to apply that approach more often.
I feel I was given faith, to believe in something, but had it ripped away. Tonight sucked. A lot. Boohoo.