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u know its funny how u grow up your whole life having your parents tell you, "you can go to any school you want", "you can be whatever you wanna be" and "money is no object" and then senior year comes and all of a sudden its a different story. I hate money. I hate arguing with my mom about it. Why does it have to rule my life so incessantly? Its funny how my mom barely has enough money to send me to college yet she has enough money to smoke a pack of cigs every day along wiht my dad since they were in highshcool and its funny how she can borrow money from my relatives to pay for my sister's brand new car and her insurance. Maybe i'm just being selfish. I can get scholarships but even then that may not be enough. it sux to know that some of your teenage friends make more per hour than your dad does. it sux to have to hear your mom cry to her relatives every night. Part of me sympathizes for my family and part of me is angry for making such a bid deal out of something that really shouldn't matter with family.