The Regress will kill you...
i don't know if anyone else i know is familiar with what it feels like to have the one thing you are good at blow up in your face. The thing you learned how to do on your own, with no help from anyone else, and tons of people telling you it wouldn't happen. I wanted nothing more than to prove them wrong and take to the highest level
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to be honest, i dont know whats worse, having a dream and starting over again and again because it always fails, or not having a dream and living life as a meandering vagrant.
i think in everyones life theres alittle of both. so its not so much a matter of whats worse. both sting. but no matter how many times we fail, or people let us down, we have to keep going and do the best with what we have. even if we dont know what to do
i have no idea where i'm going. i dont even know what i'm good at besides being an idiot and a jackass. but to be honest, at this point, i'm just happy to be alive. i'm happy that i have a place to stay and a job to pay the rent. i dont have much. to me, all i really have are freinds, and a band that none of them happen to care about.and what really sucks is we've only played 3 shows and its already falling apart. but at least i've had fun at those shows. so its important to count our blessings i guess.
i know all this is cliche crap. but i dont know, i guess i just wanted to say something to make you feel better.
i'm here for you if you need me dude.
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