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Meaghan, I really need to talk to you. It's really personal, and I have no one else to talk to. I'm sure as hell not going to spit it out over the net. Hell no. But, you are never home, so I sit here, with this confusion eating away my insides. Slowly, I can feel it everyday. I can't keep looking like this for much longer. It's going to show, sooner or later. No, I'm not talking about being pregnant. I haven't gotten even close to a guy since Mike and I. But, I have this burning question. I don't know who to ask this towards. Parents wouldn't understand. They would blow it out of porportion. I just need to talk to some one really close. Yet, you again are never home. Always with JOHN. No time for me anymore. Just John. I guess I can talk to Felicia about it. She's close enough to be one of my sisters. I'll just talk to her. Keep doing what you are doing with John. What ever.