ok.
so yes. lou is amazing. hes been working his ass off lately cause the baby is almost here and hes being just about the best boyfriend ever. through everything hes been so supportive.
(even when i tell him about my poop problems). he talks about how he wants to get married and where were going to move and picks up things for the baby. its just so reassuring. its nice to know that hes so in love with me and our son. i feel bad cause im really nasty with him sometimes but i get cranky and depressed. and yet he just calms me down and tells me he loves me and its all ok. awe. its also nice have his sister, mom and people hes close too and not so close to tell me how beautiful he thinks i look and all the nice things he says when im not around. id be so upset if i didnt have his support. i think he might be more excited then me... about the baby...not all the ducky outfits. im most excited about the baby IN the duck outfits. la la laaaaaa. so if you didnt get the hint baby girl you get it now right? hahahahah love you.
p.s my friends are fucking amazing.
(even when i tell him about my poop problems). he talks about how he wants to get married and where were going to move and picks up things for the baby. its just so reassuring. its nice to know that hes so in love with me and our son. i feel bad cause im really nasty with him sometimes but i get cranky and depressed. and yet he just calms me down and tells me he loves me and its all ok. awe. its also nice have his sister, mom and people hes close too and not so close to tell me how beautiful he thinks i look and all the nice things he says when im not around. id be so upset if i didnt have his support. i think he might be more excited then me... about the baby...not all the ducky outfits. im most excited about the baby IN the duck outfits. la la laaaaaa. so if you didnt get the hint baby girl you get it now right? hahahahah love you.
p.s my friends are fucking amazing.