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well...i figure its about time i update.
ok...so schools going awesome...and yes...there is a baby on the way. me and lou are in the process of arguing over baby names and how to decorate the nursery. he wants a boy but we both know its a little girl...that lou is going to spoil rotten. we both know this too. hes already talking about when guys come to the house and shit. im like listen buddy...do you want her to hate you the way i hate my dad. i mean dont get me wrong..were going to fuck with the kid but theres a certain extent. so yeah...im thinking black walls with pink and red bunnies...and like paint her crib pink with red blankets...sounds hot. i know. i think im going to do our bedroom like that too. hahahaa. were moving to nassau soon which should be interesting. i must admit i am quite used to bumblefuck suffolk but eh...you know. nassau is closer to brooklyn which is closer to where i want to go to school so yup. dont worry though we will be out here a hell of alot. you know im going to miss the con and all 45783481209 godmommies like crazy. oh man...the godfathers lous been picking...girls you got some competition. those guys are out of their minds. this poor little girl is going to be sooooo fucked in the head between all her psycho godparents. awe. hahha i think me and lou are the 2 least likely parents but were definitely excited and i know he is actually more excited and calm then me. im more nervous. whenever people talk about bad things happening to babies i start to panic and lous just like honey the babies going to be fine and calms me down without making a scene. <3. and whenever we go out he tells everyone. and then they see the belly and they go crazy. blah...everything with us is going so good these days. he told me some things i needed to hear and im so...comfortable. i was talking to his sister and shes like you actually sound good for once. i dunno guys...i think this is it. my little family. ahhahhaa. were going to be quite the group. and im so glad that im not going to have to worry about paternity tests and child support. lou proved he loves me just as much if not more than i thought. its really comforting. and he told me i look cuter with this belly going on. he knows im all paranoid. hahahhaa. i dont think its cute that i cant fit in my jeans...but whatever. and i decided...IF which it IS a GIRL...BLACK WALLS WITH PINK AND RED BUNNIES!!!! WOOOOOOOO! i win!
in other news...
miss bethy is coming to visit.
and my girls are amazing.
and everyone is amazing.
and i miss my girls...
and i miss my boys...
school is just...and ive been going to sleep between 8 and 9. yes its sad i know. lou thinks its hilarious. cause like i watched tru calling the other night and i called it my late night. yeah...i went to bed after it ended at like..what...9? hahahha i called lou half asleep too at like 8:50. i dunno. its this little spoiled girl inside me. she makes me tired. and yes thats the only thing i can tell about her. shes a spoiled little daddys girl.
blah...i think i need to go on vacation soon. just relax and sleep as much as i want. that would be nice. hahahah and maybe ill take Louis.
Hmmm I need something to eat. Yeah...Its that time.
Love you...
XO
ok...so schools going awesome...and yes...there is a baby on the way. me and lou are in the process of arguing over baby names and how to decorate the nursery. he wants a boy but we both know its a little girl...that lou is going to spoil rotten. we both know this too. hes already talking about when guys come to the house and shit. im like listen buddy...do you want her to hate you the way i hate my dad. i mean dont get me wrong..were going to fuck with the kid but theres a certain extent. so yeah...im thinking black walls with pink and red bunnies...and like paint her crib pink with red blankets...sounds hot. i know. i think im going to do our bedroom like that too. hahahaa. were moving to nassau soon which should be interesting. i must admit i am quite used to bumblefuck suffolk but eh...you know. nassau is closer to brooklyn which is closer to where i want to go to school so yup. dont worry though we will be out here a hell of alot. you know im going to miss the con and all 45783481209 godmommies like crazy. oh man...the godfathers lous been picking...girls you got some competition. those guys are out of their minds. this poor little girl is going to be sooooo fucked in the head between all her psycho godparents. awe. hahha i think me and lou are the 2 least likely parents but were definitely excited and i know he is actually more excited and calm then me. im more nervous. whenever people talk about bad things happening to babies i start to panic and lous just like honey the babies going to be fine and calms me down without making a scene. <3. and whenever we go out he tells everyone. and then they see the belly and they go crazy. blah...everything with us is going so good these days. he told me some things i needed to hear and im so...comfortable. i was talking to his sister and shes like you actually sound good for once. i dunno guys...i think this is it. my little family. ahhahhaa. were going to be quite the group. and im so glad that im not going to have to worry about paternity tests and child support. lou proved he loves me just as much if not more than i thought. its really comforting. and he told me i look cuter with this belly going on. he knows im all paranoid. hahahhaa. i dont think its cute that i cant fit in my jeans...but whatever. and i decided...IF which it IS a GIRL...BLACK WALLS WITH PINK AND RED BUNNIES!!!! WOOOOOOOO! i win!
in other news...
miss bethy is coming to visit.
and my girls are amazing.
and everyone is amazing.
and i miss my girls...
and i miss my boys...
school is just...and ive been going to sleep between 8 and 9. yes its sad i know. lou thinks its hilarious. cause like i watched tru calling the other night and i called it my late night. yeah...i went to bed after it ended at like..what...9? hahahha i called lou half asleep too at like 8:50. i dunno. its this little spoiled girl inside me. she makes me tired. and yes thats the only thing i can tell about her. shes a spoiled little daddys girl.
blah...i think i need to go on vacation soon. just relax and sleep as much as i want. that would be nice. hahahah and maybe ill take Louis.
Hmmm I need something to eat. Yeah...Its that time.
Love you...
XO