I miss you every time

[metalpunkuk]

I'm not sure if it's a good thing that I haven't seen her much since she left. Perhaps it is, I'm still not sure how far I can trust myself to stay together around her. I already had to leave once when it got too much.

I can't believe I will be somewhere else when she is back for an evening in the pub though. I always miss her when she is about or visa versa.

Waiting and waiting

Those sentences still in my head.
There'll never be a right time
for these words to be said

these feelings in my heart
but the moment surely passed
the world too far apart

Waiting and waiting and waiting

I can't pretend I let you go
I can't be sure I ever can
I can't agree to let you know
I can't believe I let you go

Those sentences are breaking apart
scattered like a shattered bottle
splintered on the floor of my soul

these feelings ripped to shreds
by too much contemplation
tearing on my bleeding fingers

Waiting and waiting and waiting

I can't pretend I let you go
I can't be sure I ever can
I can't agree to let you know
I can't believe I let you go