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For my dad and brother:
"Don't say that you know me, you never knew the first thing at all..I refuse to fit into this lame idea that you've always had for me, I don't want to be what you want me to be"
--Sensefield- I Refuse
"I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see.. I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be.. let me go, let me take back my life, I'd rather be all alone, anywhere on my own..this isn't what I wanted to be.."
--Linkin Park- Lying From You
"Afraid to say what was on my mind, afraid to say what I need to say, too many things that you've said about me when I'm not around... but I've had too many stand-offs with you, it's about as much as I can stand...so many people like me walk on eggshells all day long, all I know is that all I want is to feel like I'm not stepped on, there are so many things you say that make me feel like you've crossed the line..."
--Linkin Park- Hit the Floor
"I'm tired of being what you want me to be, feeling so faithless, lost under the surface, I don't know what your expecting of me, put under the pressure, of walking in your shoes.. every step that I take is another mistake to you.. can't you see that you're smothering me, holding too tightly, afraid to lose control, cuz everything that you thought I would be has fallen apart right in front of you...I may end up failing too, but I know, you were just like me with someone disappointed in you..."
--Linkin Park- Numb
For my friends:
"If I fall back down, you're gonna help me back up again, if I fall back down, you're gonna be my friend..."
--Rancid- Fall Back Down
"I'll be here cuz you're all that I've got"
--Linkin Park- Faint
For me:
"I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream, I don't know why I instigate, and say what I don't mean, I don't know how I got this way, I know it's not alright..."
--Linkin Park- Breaking the Habit
"Don't know who to trues.. everyone feels so far away from me.. trying not to break but i'm so tired of this deceit, every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet.. I take everything from the inside and throw it all away.. heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me..."
--Linkin Park- From the Inside
And thus I rid myself of this ridiculous phase..
"Don't say that you know me, you never knew the first thing at all..I refuse to fit into this lame idea that you've always had for me, I don't want to be what you want me to be"
--Sensefield- I Refuse
"I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see.. I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be.. let me go, let me take back my life, I'd rather be all alone, anywhere on my own..this isn't what I wanted to be.."
--Linkin Park- Lying From You
"Afraid to say what was on my mind, afraid to say what I need to say, too many things that you've said about me when I'm not around... but I've had too many stand-offs with you, it's about as much as I can stand...so many people like me walk on eggshells all day long, all I know is that all I want is to feel like I'm not stepped on, there are so many things you say that make me feel like you've crossed the line..."
--Linkin Park- Hit the Floor
"I'm tired of being what you want me to be, feeling so faithless, lost under the surface, I don't know what your expecting of me, put under the pressure, of walking in your shoes.. every step that I take is another mistake to you.. can't you see that you're smothering me, holding too tightly, afraid to lose control, cuz everything that you thought I would be has fallen apart right in front of you...I may end up failing too, but I know, you were just like me with someone disappointed in you..."
--Linkin Park- Numb
For my friends:
"If I fall back down, you're gonna help me back up again, if I fall back down, you're gonna be my friend..."
--Rancid- Fall Back Down
"I'll be here cuz you're all that I've got"
--Linkin Park- Faint
For me:
"I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream, I don't know why I instigate, and say what I don't mean, I don't know how I got this way, I know it's not alright..."
--Linkin Park- Breaking the Habit
"Don't know who to trues.. everyone feels so far away from me.. trying not to break but i'm so tired of this deceit, every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet.. I take everything from the inside and throw it all away.. heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me..."
--Linkin Park- From the Inside
And thus I rid myself of this ridiculous phase..