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i haven't updated my journal in a long time. my words never come out like i want them to. i always end up sounding dumb or whinney or something. i feel like i never get any sort of point accross. i wish i were better with words. i never was very good at getting my feelings out in word form and that really bothers me.
this semister of school is really weird. i don't really hate it, but it's not really wonderful either. i don't have very many classes with my friends, and i miss a lot of them like crazy.
i'm job-less, and my money situation is stressing me out.
oddly enough though, i'm not in the usual state of mind that i would usually be in. by now, normally, i'd be freaking out. worrying beyond belief and stuff. but now, i'm not so much. i've been a lot calmer than usual. clinton's helped so much with that.
i'm trying to deal with things better, not worrying so much, and not appologizing as much, and i think i'm getting better at it.
i feel like i've grown a lot this year, as a person i mean.
i still need work on my indecisive-ness.
i feel content with things.
i need to work on my presentation for french now.
this semister of school is really weird. i don't really hate it, but it's not really wonderful either. i don't have very many classes with my friends, and i miss a lot of them like crazy.
i'm job-less, and my money situation is stressing me out.
oddly enough though, i'm not in the usual state of mind that i would usually be in. by now, normally, i'd be freaking out. worrying beyond belief and stuff. but now, i'm not so much. i've been a lot calmer than usual. clinton's helped so much with that.
i'm trying to deal with things better, not worrying so much, and not appologizing as much, and i think i'm getting better at it.
i feel like i've grown a lot this year, as a person i mean.
i still need work on my indecisive-ness.
i feel content with things.
i need to work on my presentation for french now.