happy--ness.

[metalpenguin]

i am so happy... me and clinton walked through the woods after school. it was so beautiful. everything was the perfect color. i wish i could describe it properly. it was incredible. we sat down under a tree and he held me, and i stared into his eyes and i felt so infinite.

i'm really excited about christmas. i don't think i've ever felt such anticipation. i hope he likes what i've got him. and i'm going insane wondering what he's got me.

i love him so much. he makes me happier than i have ever been in my life. i feel awesome.

sorry to be so ecstatic...