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Where is hope when you'd like it most? They are spoken...wished,but not done.
Nothing seems to change and if it has...I wasn't noticing it.
Go to school on Mondays and Wedesdays...yesturday which was the third day ...I so desperately wanted to just storm out and scream...not only was I dripping wet(I was carrying to many things that I didn't have an extra hand to carry a umbrella) I get in the bus and I'm freezing due to the A/C ...which dried me up...go to class ...and I somehow lost it right there...I couldn't draw...what the hell was I gonna do for four hours? So I sat there starring at the canvas...an empty white canvas starring back...after three hours I couldn't take it anymore and left...I took the bus...fell right on top of a guy(har har) I'm like "I'm so so sorry" he just smiled as if he liked it? what the hell...and it doesn't stop there...I go to the next bus...yep I fell again(har har)this time the guy was nice enough to help me get my things...too nice...he starred...for the whole bus ride...I was about to assume that his eyes were like that..but then they moved when I got off.
Tuesdays,Fridays and Saturdays I work back to the old dump...I applied for another job which is only on Saturdays and Sundays...a block away from where I live...I would be cool if I get hired...
Today I stayed home ...erased all the cookies ....but that stupid icon thingie still appears...I could have worked today and gotten 40bucks more but I said fuck it I'll stick with the 120.
Awesome ...its raining
Nothing seems to change and if it has...I wasn't noticing it.
Go to school on Mondays and Wedesdays...yesturday which was the third day ...I so desperately wanted to just storm out and scream...not only was I dripping wet(I was carrying to many things that I didn't have an extra hand to carry a umbrella) I get in the bus and I'm freezing due to the A/C ...which dried me up...go to class ...and I somehow lost it right there...I couldn't draw...what the hell was I gonna do for four hours? So I sat there starring at the canvas...an empty white canvas starring back...after three hours I couldn't take it anymore and left...I took the bus...fell right on top of a guy(har har) I'm like "I'm so so sorry" he just smiled as if he liked it? what the hell...and it doesn't stop there...I go to the next bus...yep I fell again(har har)this time the guy was nice enough to help me get my things...too nice...he starred...for the whole bus ride...I was about to assume that his eyes were like that..but then they moved when I got off.
Tuesdays,Fridays and Saturdays I work back to the old dump...I applied for another job which is only on Saturdays and Sundays...a block away from where I live...I would be cool if I get hired...
Today I stayed home ...erased all the cookies ....but that stupid icon thingie still appears...I could have worked today and gotten 40bucks more but I said fuck it I'll stick with the 120.
Awesome ...its raining