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good god so much has happened AGAIN since ive updated.
first off, love to my boy John. i miss you honey, but i know youll never hurt again. go be with your baby girl... youve made us all stronger, in your life, and in your passing. much love.
ongoing struggle with me. ive been better... ive been worse... just goin with the flow. Kenny and Mike are out of the picture. Andrew though.... Andrew has come into my life again, and its just one big beautiful mess. hes my best friend and im so tragically in love with him... as much now as i was four or so years ago in high school. i need to just let things come and go with him though... im not going to force this at all; its too good to fuck up. when hes ready for me, he'll come to me... and i cant wait for that day. but until then, i'll hold him close to my heart as my most precious friend, as i have since we first became friends. im gonna have to post some lyrics here in a sec, i think...
first off, love to my boy John. i miss you honey, but i know youll never hurt again. go be with your baby girl... youve made us all stronger, in your life, and in your passing. much love.
ongoing struggle with me. ive been better... ive been worse... just goin with the flow. Kenny and Mike are out of the picture. Andrew though.... Andrew has come into my life again, and its just one big beautiful mess. hes my best friend and im so tragically in love with him... as much now as i was four or so years ago in high school. i need to just let things come and go with him though... im not going to force this at all; its too good to fuck up. when hes ready for me, he'll come to me... and i cant wait for that day. but until then, i'll hold him close to my heart as my most precious friend, as i have since we first became friends. im gonna have to post some lyrics here in a sec, i think...