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This week needs to go ahead and end. I love the weekends because next monday is a fresh start. I guess the same way some people view New Years.
Between my little meltdown, Amanda shooting herself, and then at 4 this morning, waking up almost in a seizure, this week has been draining.
I had taken my usual dose of Klonopin before going to bed, which usually keeps me from having seizures in my sleep, but I guess the stress just built up too much. I woke up covered in sweat, needing to throw up, the room spinning and smelling a smell that doesn't exist but can only be related to something metallic.
I thought I was going to fall trying to get my medcine, so I crawled to the living room, took another klonopin and a puff from the pipe to stop the immediate problems before they got worse. That second klonopin knocked me out until noon almost.
It never turned into a full blown seizure again though, so I guess *technically* I haven't broken my almost 5 month streak without having one.
Between my little meltdown, Amanda shooting herself, and then at 4 this morning, waking up almost in a seizure, this week has been draining.
I had taken my usual dose of Klonopin before going to bed, which usually keeps me from having seizures in my sleep, but I guess the stress just built up too much. I woke up covered in sweat, needing to throw up, the room spinning and smelling a smell that doesn't exist but can only be related to something metallic.
I thought I was going to fall trying to get my medcine, so I crawled to the living room, took another klonopin and a puff from the pipe to stop the immediate problems before they got worse. That second klonopin knocked me out until noon almost.
It never turned into a full blown seizure again though, so I guess *technically* I haven't broken my almost 5 month streak without having one.