Dec 13, 2004 08:24
To start this journal entry off, I am dead tired because for some reason I went to sleep at 7pm last night and woke up at 11:30pm. Then I couldn't fall back asleep because my brother's girlfriend was stomping her feet upstairs and was pissed about something. That also woke my mom up, so both my mom and I were awake. I watched True Romance, Chicago, and Goodfellas. I finally fell asleep @ 3am and woke up at 6am for school. Blah. So I get to school and I guess our history class isn't meeting because the teacher wasnt there. I gotta stay here for my math review. Although, I may or may not stay, I'm so dead tired. Like so dead tired that I feel like I'm going to puke.
This weekend was a lot of fun. I went out with Bill and I think it was the most fun I had in a while. The whole time we were talking and laughing and not paying attention to what streets that we were on. He said it's like our own little adventure. I was like yeah it was. We must of turned around about 3 times. He is coming over next weekend and we are gonna watch Boondock Saints, Goodfellas, and a Metallica video. After that he is coming with me to my Christmas party.
Tomrrow and Thursday I have no class and Wensday is my math final. I'm going to work all day tomorrow and then on Thursday I'm going to take off and watch my niece.
Now my brother is pissed at me because I hurt his feelings apparently. Last Friday he asked me if I can watch my niece for an hour, and I must of rolled my eyes (which I didn't know I was doing), I told him sure I'll watch her. And he was like "You don't have to if you don't want to" I was like no no I'll watch her, it is totally fine. So my dad was going to watch my niece on Thursday and my mom said that I could take off work and do it and my brother was like "No I want Dad to watch her". Yeah that made me feel good. He hardly said anything to me yesterday. Does he not realize that I watch her all the time and I don't mind watching her at all. I watch her when I don't feel good you know. I could be a bitch and say "No, I don't feel like it cause I don't feel good". But I'm not that way and I would do anything for my family, and I think my brother doesn't realize that. I guess I'll talk to him today about it.
Ahh what am I going to do for the next 2 1/2 hours?! Going home early seems like a really good idea.
Well, I'm going to go. Feel free to comment.