Cold Feet
Right now my feet a freezing b/c i have my room AC on b/c im weird like that. New Years Eve is tomorrow night and what are MY plans....???? Oh yeah.....NOTHING!!! NOT A GOD DAMN THING!!! I was gonna go to my cousins house only if my brother came along with me b/c I dont wanna drive all the way to Huntsville alone. Damn my brother. Damn Tami for Dog sitting on New Years Eve.....stupid dogs. Damn my parents for having me where I could stress about not having shit to do on New Years. Damn Ashly Friday for already making plans with Molley and Mikey. I could go hang out with Low Gear tomorrow night cause Muck invited me, but I don't think I would feel in place without Tami coming along. Plus if I went without anyone something bad might happen b/c all those drunk ppl and the drugs going around might start problems and that wouldn't be a fun time. All night last night I could not help but think about this guy Jess who is now a manager of a Tattoo and Peircing parlor....i dont know whats wrong with me. Hes a friend and we talk on the phone every now and then, but I kinda like him too! Im being stupid. It will pass. I don't need to mess with any guys b/c it only creates more shit for me to do. *sighs* Plus if I get stuck with another SCRUB LOSER GUY I will kill myself or possibly kill them. Hahaha....I can't wait until Tami and I move out!! YAY!!! I will know if UTD accepted me on Jan 2. and from there I will be moved in before Jan 13 into these pimp tight apartments off Renner Road in Richardson. It's about fucking time i get out of this hell hole and into a calmer, quiter environment. Tami keeps me cool and collect when I go crazy and get over heated....of course I'm sure later on there will be times where Tami and I argue like sisters would b/c we are living together. Anyways, bad weather warnings are coming across T.V. I better get off the computer now. Lol. AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! If i don't wake up in Kansas....can i still live in Texas? :-/