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It feels kind of good to have not updated this in a while. I've opened this page a couple of times with intentions of bitching about work or school or college applications or other meaningless shit, only to X out of it and get the fuck over it. Maybe it's good that I'm growing out of a phase I grew into in the 8th grade, that I can handle my emotions like a semi-normal person rather than embarassing myself on the internet. Things aren't perfect, but they're definitely good, homecoming is this weekend and my date is the valedictorian/likely to be homecoming king/funniest guy I know. John and I got over ourselves and it feels so good to have him in my life all the way again. Work sucks on occasion, they won't give me a raise but the hours/people/location/easiness sort of compensate for that in the time being. I applied to JMU and sent Part I of my Maryland application yesterday. I sort of have all my eggs in one basket with JMU and it's scary but I just gotta wait it out until January and see what happens. Senior year is wearing on me but I'm grinning and bearing it... most of the time I sort of hate everyone but then I listen to "In My Life" by the Beatles and start to feel sad about leaving. But I'm not sad, just a little scared and definitely ready.