Thoughts of Suicide Run Through Me
Feeling so fucking depressed. I can't ever seem to do any fucking right anymore. Not since I got pregnant. Jess seems to only want to have sex and thats it. He gets mad when I ask him to help me with his own son and around the house. He doesnt ever listen to me ex. he has to redo insurance papers for sky, i told him like fucking 4 times today to do it. Did he? Nope. He'd rather play games and smoke. It's almost bedtime and now he asks me where the papers are. WTF? I FUCKING TOLD YOU TO THEM EARLIER AND NOW YOU WANT TO GET ALL PISSED B/C YOU CANT FIND THE PAPERS?? IF YA WOULD HAVE DONE IT EARLIER YOU WOULDNT HAVE HAD THIS PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so sick of just fucking everything. I've seriously thought of suicide many many times recently. If it weren't for the fact I have an unborn child in my belly and that my lil brother needs me, I would've done it by now. Fuck it all to hell.