Okay, seriously folks.

Sep 28, 2005 10:05

So I'm sitting here in this Internet Cafe, spending like 5 bucks an hour for internet and I think I've already spent like 30 bucks on this shit..already lost a friend because she claims I am playing head games, fine, that's fine..LOLZ ( Sarcastic laugh ) another friend decided she'd run of with a dude, so our After Iraq Party seems to be on the back burner, which is cool, which is cool LOLZ ( Yet another sarcastic laugh ) and, to top shit off, my relationship with my current girlfriend is like, fucking dead. Sad to say it, but someone had to. Not sure what will happen after the war, will I go crazy and commit suicide? I hope not. Will I just grab my shit and run away for good and continue on with the Military because her family hates me now that I broke her heart and I can't have any cool stuff anymore like jobs, and free money and BMW's from her other friends. Who the hell knows.

But, you know, I guess people can sit there and hate me because a relationship didn't work out. But you can ask yourself this. Did that man beat her? Nope. Did he get violently out of control while drinking and put her or her family at risk of bodily harm? Nope. Did he steal, cheat or lie? Nope, nope and nope. Did he abuse drugs around small kids in the presence of the family? Nope. Did he get fired from a job and now smokes dope or something on the couch all day and mooches money of her family? Nope. Am I a burden to society, hence being a burden to her family? Nope. Was he verbally abusive to anyone in the family? Nope.

So what did this guy do? Well, he treated her with respect, and dignity, told her nice things, spend money on her in postive ways, got her car up and running, kept it running and tried to give good advice for the future. Plus, yeah yeah, so i served time in Iraq. Who cares, blah.

Anyway. Kinda don't care anymore. Really. Just want to be out of sight by females because..well, I just can't seem to find a good one these days. Not saying the ones I've had are bad! Don't take offense, but just saying. Just putting it out there. Kinds got hurt a little bit while on leave. So. Yeah. If I would put down the whole story you'd see. WHAAA ME WHAAA ME WHAAA ME FEEL SORRY FOR ME!! WHAAAA ME WHAAA ME!!!! AAAAAHAHAHWYYYAHAHAHAHAH ( How do you type letters like you're crying? Anyone know? )

Anyway. HWAHAHAHAHAHH!!! IM HUNGRY HAHAHAHHWHHAAHAHAHWHWHW WTFEVERTHISSUCKSIHATEKUWAITIHATEIRAQIHATEEVERYTHING!!

KARLA!!! I'M ALL ANGRY NOW! LOOK AT ME!!! THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU TREAT THINGS BADLY THAT WERE NEVER REALLY SUPPOSED TO BE TREATED BADLY! SEE HOW I ENDED UP BECAUSE WHAT I DID TO YOU!?!?!? THIS SUCKS!!! And yes. You may laugh at me now because my life is in shambles and I can't deal with things anymore.

FUCKING CHRIST! I need a fricken woman here man!! One that will take care of me, give me a kid, have an awesome job so I can have a house and my classic car and her car and a godamned DOG! I HAVE A GREAT JOB, I MAKE BANK! I HAVE MONEY! FLOCK TO ME MY MONEY HUNGRY ( but career orientated) BITCHES!! FLOCK TO ME!!!

Oh shit.
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