Hell week (only a week so far.)
some crazy things have been happening, I don't have time to sleep.
Mom went into the hopsital tuesday to get a checkup, they took her bloodpressure and it was in heart attack, and or stroke range. Took her to the emergency room.
Well whats happened is shes had highblood pressure or hypertention for many years and its damaged her kidneys. Shes going into renal failue cant handle this shit. This is the first time ive had to sit down, and its because its sunday so no work or school, I just spent half the day with mom.
Anyway, they also think that something is blocking a tube that goes from her kidneys to her bladder. Either its something from the inside or something from the outside. I hope its from the inside. They are going to do sergery on monday taking a wire down through both of her kidneys to see if there is something blocking it. If not its possibly cancer from the outside pushing in. Or something else thats growing that shouldn't be there..
this week has been hell, I have to take care of my father now. he is disabled and only thing he does on his own is drink (every night, and he gets very mean), smoke (which makes me want to fucking puke) and shit and piss, atleast I don't have to wipe for him. Other than that i have to do it, I cant cook for shit, he demands things like roast, and meatloaf... Like I know how to do that shit, or have time to teach my self via the interent. Also answering the phone from my family is a bitch. Everyone assumes the worst and starts to cry thinking her kidneys will fail... which makes me cry... Im sick of this shit... please someone come and wake me up.
Mom went into the hopsital tuesday to get a checkup, they took her bloodpressure and it was in heart attack, and or stroke range. Took her to the emergency room.
Well whats happened is shes had highblood pressure or hypertention for many years and its damaged her kidneys. Shes going into renal failue cant handle this shit. This is the first time ive had to sit down, and its because its sunday so no work or school, I just spent half the day with mom.
Anyway, they also think that something is blocking a tube that goes from her kidneys to her bladder. Either its something from the inside or something from the outside. I hope its from the inside. They are going to do sergery on monday taking a wire down through both of her kidneys to see if there is something blocking it. If not its possibly cancer from the outside pushing in. Or something else thats growing that shouldn't be there..
this week has been hell, I have to take care of my father now. he is disabled and only thing he does on his own is drink (every night, and he gets very mean), smoke (which makes me want to fucking puke) and shit and piss, atleast I don't have to wipe for him. Other than that i have to do it, I cant cook for shit, he demands things like roast, and meatloaf... Like I know how to do that shit, or have time to teach my self via the interent. Also answering the phone from my family is a bitch. Everyone assumes the worst and starts to cry thinking her kidneys will fail... which makes me cry... Im sick of this shit... please someone come and wake me up.