Feb 03, 2004 20:30
Im wondering if everytime i talk...i just complain?
I dont want to...but at the same time if I dont Im not sure what will happen b/c I remember how it was when I didnt...and it wasnt good.
change has got to happen...fast...even though I dont want it to.
I have to live each day like I want to...and not let others get in the way of my decisions or actions...thats hard to do but my sister is right!
I notice my self worrying too much and thinking too much...but i have to stop thinking...like Rach said 99% of the time that you think about something IT DOESNT HAPPEN! I just got to keep that playing in my mind...and maybe ill catch on.
School still sucks...lunch is better and Kathleen is in my 3rd block..but besides that nothing else is happening!
<3 Steph