Yeah umm. YIKES.

Feb 09, 2006 21:57

Will came over at a random time.
And I was talking to alex whil shoving
peporonie crackers in my mouth and my hair
like brushed really far back. and i was like okay
hold on let me ask my mom to hang out. and my
mom said no so i waas like yeah my mom said no..
I am sorry..so i was standing on the porch..and he
comes by me. and i was going to like jump on him
and like hella hug him.but i didn't..cause i fuckin
froze because i was sooooo effing scared..because
i was like fucking nervouse....I realized guys DO make
me nervous...SHIT. ugh. yeah. so then he's like wheres
your bathroom..and so he came in my house..and i pointed and so then he like pushes me in there
or something and our faces rub and he was going
to make out with me but i was like umm my mom
is right there..cause he room is directly diagonal
from the bathroom..and he's like ohhh. and i was like
shaking because i was sooo embaressed and
nervous and soieghlsdhgla so much emotion.
No guy has ever made me feel the way he has.
OMG. I don't even know how to explain. Like.
Alex was telling me that she rememberes that when
she was cuddling with sean for the first time her lip
started hella twitching hahahah. And so yeah. but then
he's like so i better go..bye. AND SO After he left my mom was like, did he try to kiss you..and i was like
nooooo. lol.. but yeah.OM.it was sucha bad
time.. i feel sooo embaressed and anxietal. :/

Then Later on I went driving and first i staerted panicking cause
there was a car behind me and i couldn't put the car into drive..so i finally
did then as i turned the corner i almost ran into a car..and almost killed my
mom and I. and i just need LOTS MORE PRACTICE. YIKES.
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