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alright havnt been around blahblahblah.
some people are pissed at how much i..hate everything. one person mentioned me being depressed because of how apathetic i am.
few major points:
-started third shift- ever since...i really havnt had time to talk to anyone but my dad and his woman. which...sucks. but it doesnt seem like im missed so w/e.
-graduation- many realize that i had no intentions on going, i was forced. my mom didnt see the point in going because she was mad at me, however tuesday before grad. she decided to go. the old man pressured and pressured so finally i allowed him to tkae me to dinner, and since he wanted to go to benni hanna's we had to go there, when it was closed we went to king and i, which makes me sick everytime i eat there. (i still cant eat today and its what saturday?). and he brought the g/f to graduation. way to make a day that supposed to be about me in our family about him and his fucking weird lady.
-health- so i found something on one of my ribs, it doesnt move and it hurts like a motha. i thought i broke it but...i havnt done anythign to break it in my recollection. so i went to the doctor because ihad to get college shit taken care of. i went on friday at 10am (after working 10-6am the night before) and she doesnt know what it is so i have to go back in three weeks. and i have a few lymph nodes that seem to be swollen. i swear to god if i have cancer im refusing treatment.
-friends-... i dont know what the fuck is going on.
the ones i thought were my closests have forgotten me.
-college- the battle between matc and carroll sucks, but until im sure im staying with matc. i just want out. mrs roesch asked me if college was for me and if i was sure of it. wtf. i hate the woman.
right now i dont know what else to say. good points? uhmm im getting paid 8.50. thats like. theonly good thing in my life right now.
some people are pissed at how much i..hate everything. one person mentioned me being depressed because of how apathetic i am.
few major points:
-started third shift- ever since...i really havnt had time to talk to anyone but my dad and his woman. which...sucks. but it doesnt seem like im missed so w/e.
-graduation- many realize that i had no intentions on going, i was forced. my mom didnt see the point in going because she was mad at me, however tuesday before grad. she decided to go. the old man pressured and pressured so finally i allowed him to tkae me to dinner, and since he wanted to go to benni hanna's we had to go there, when it was closed we went to king and i, which makes me sick everytime i eat there. (i still cant eat today and its what saturday?). and he brought the g/f to graduation. way to make a day that supposed to be about me in our family about him and his fucking weird lady.
-health- so i found something on one of my ribs, it doesnt move and it hurts like a motha. i thought i broke it but...i havnt done anythign to break it in my recollection. so i went to the doctor because ihad to get college shit taken care of. i went on friday at 10am (after working 10-6am the night before) and she doesnt know what it is so i have to go back in three weeks. and i have a few lymph nodes that seem to be swollen. i swear to god if i have cancer im refusing treatment.
-friends-... i dont know what the fuck is going on.
the ones i thought were my closests have forgotten me.
-college- the battle between matc and carroll sucks, but until im sure im staying with matc. i just want out. mrs roesch asked me if college was for me and if i was sure of it. wtf. i hate the woman.
right now i dont know what else to say. good points? uhmm im getting paid 8.50. thats like. theonly good thing in my life right now.