A not so pleasant update
OK so this is why I'm pissed off....
I'm home alone right now...Neil didn't show up until 3:00 pm....
by the way I'm getting braces soon...
any way, neil was hanging out with our friend Justin...
ok?
so at 6 neil decides he has to go, I ask him why.....
he says because he HAS to play Xbox.....HAS to??
HAS to?
for christ sakes I would imagine that my boobs would be more appealing than an Xbox controler....
oh but its not over my friends no indeed, Justin had spent the day with neil yesterday, and had spent the night......jesus fucking christ its only a matter of time before they start coming over here together, I mean I like justin, he's a good friend...but damnit I'd like my boyfriend to be around me alone for more than 3 hours a week.......UUUUUUGHHHHH FUCK !
I am fuckin pissed!
I'm not having a good Fuckin day, I'm bored as fuck and no one ever fucking calls me, so now I'll fuckin go sulk in my room and get even more pissed that neil didn't give a fuck that I was upset today!!!!!!!!
UGH !!!!!!!!!!!!
things are really messing up, spirtually, physically and mentally, I couldn't breathe last night, my heart started beating really fast and then my chest started hurting really bad....Its been like this for a while, where I can't breathe and I almost sufficate....I need to see a doctor soon.........
I'm home alone right now...Neil didn't show up until 3:00 pm....
by the way I'm getting braces soon...
any way, neil was hanging out with our friend Justin...
ok?
so at 6 neil decides he has to go, I ask him why.....
he says because he HAS to play Xbox.....HAS to??
HAS to?
for christ sakes I would imagine that my boobs would be more appealing than an Xbox controler....
oh but its not over my friends no indeed, Justin had spent the day with neil yesterday, and had spent the night......jesus fucking christ its only a matter of time before they start coming over here together, I mean I like justin, he's a good friend...but damnit I'd like my boyfriend to be around me alone for more than 3 hours a week.......UUUUUUGHHHHH FUCK !
I am fuckin pissed!
I'm not having a good Fuckin day, I'm bored as fuck and no one ever fucking calls me, so now I'll fuckin go sulk in my room and get even more pissed that neil didn't give a fuck that I was upset today!!!!!!!!
UGH !!!!!!!!!!!!
things are really messing up, spirtually, physically and mentally, I couldn't breathe last night, my heart started beating really fast and then my chest started hurting really bad....Its been like this for a while, where I can't breathe and I almost sufficate....I need to see a doctor soon.........