U READY FOR THIS?!
"Is there anyone out there, It's gettin harder and harder to breathe"
Choice words for a rough time. I can't say I have the worst life out of everyone in the world. I can't say my life is shitty. If I said any of those things, I'd not only be a liar, but I'd be DEAD WRONG! Don't get me wrong, I live a hard life...but it's relatively easy. I have problems, tonight I gained a few more. I have to say this, I wonder about the things that I do and say. I've always been a pretty straightforward person, whenever something's on my mind and chest...I say it without regret. Tonight that all changed, everything I've ever said to a certain person has hurt them. I hate it because that's the one person I've ever truly cared for. I don't know what to do now. I have no idea what to say anymore. I'd like to say thanks to everyone who's ever truly been there for me...Kaila,Mike,Joey, and Nick. I'm a pretty pathetic person when you think about it. I've never really thought about it before...but tonight I have. I'm always looking for something else, some one with worse problems than mine so I never have to deal with my own. Tonight, something terrible happened. I kinda had a "discussion" with Meghan. She says that nothing's my fault but I know she's talkin bullshit. I wouldn't be in the state of mind I am now if nothing was my fault(at the time of this writing I have cried for close to 3 hours). I don't know what to do anymore. It's one of those nights where I wish I could die in my sleep. I wish my problems were easy to get rid of that way I wouldn't be soo motherfuckin depressed. It feels like my world's crashin down. What I need to do is try and get over her, I need to find a girl that will make me forget abt her.
Choice words for a rough time. I can't say I have the worst life out of everyone in the world. I can't say my life is shitty. If I said any of those things, I'd not only be a liar, but I'd be DEAD WRONG! Don't get me wrong, I live a hard life...but it's relatively easy. I have problems, tonight I gained a few more. I have to say this, I wonder about the things that I do and say. I've always been a pretty straightforward person, whenever something's on my mind and chest...I say it without regret. Tonight that all changed, everything I've ever said to a certain person has hurt them. I hate it because that's the one person I've ever truly cared for. I don't know what to do now. I have no idea what to say anymore. I'd like to say thanks to everyone who's ever truly been there for me...Kaila,Mike,Joey, and Nick. I'm a pretty pathetic person when you think about it. I've never really thought about it before...but tonight I have. I'm always looking for something else, some one with worse problems than mine so I never have to deal with my own. Tonight, something terrible happened. I kinda had a "discussion" with Meghan. She says that nothing's my fault but I know she's talkin bullshit. I wouldn't be in the state of mind I am now if nothing was my fault(at the time of this writing I have cried for close to 3 hours). I don't know what to do anymore. It's one of those nights where I wish I could die in my sleep. I wish my problems were easy to get rid of that way I wouldn't be soo motherfuckin depressed. It feels like my world's crashin down. What I need to do is try and get over her, I need to find a girl that will make me forget abt her.