THIS IS THE MOST RECENT ENTRY MY DATES ARE SCREWY!!!
It's been a loong time since I've written in this thing. I don't even know where to start. I did it again...I jumped ahead, thought somethin was goin somewhere and it didn't. I've finally realized that if I DO get a girl, it won't be for a long time. It seems like no one wants me and why would they?? I dunno, I'm really trying to not put myself down as much as I used to, and so far it's goin kinda well. I finally talked to Lauren, it's been a while since I've talked to her. She's an incredibly cool girl. Speaking of Lauren, Micah...she sounded kinda worried that we haven't been hangin out...somethin about wantin us to become rly good friends before she comes back so we can all hang out. Ashlee called today(I still want her back) she wants me to go to SC with her next weekend to go to some drag show. Of course I told her I would, cuz it's kinda a double oppurtunity, cuz I get to chill with her because I'm always happy with her. Not to mention, Tony lives in SC, so maybe once I find out where it is..I can see if Tony wants to hang out if we're close enough to his house. The AWF is going well. Milton dropped out but that's okay because he's a douche and a liar. We have 8 or 9 people that's amazing considering we haven't been around for a couple of months at the least. It seems to be going really well, I can't wait to see what happens with it.