And That's The Way The Cookie Crumbles...
I don't know what to say...I didn't know what to do...I was stuck in a place no one else knows to be real, with no one else in range but me. When you don't know what to do, is it best to act on instinct or is it best to juss do nothing at all? Usually, I'll use this Livejournal of mine for venting, but since I've gotten a xanga...I don't vent for some reason...I usually juss think. Lately, things have been hard, hard to deal. It's hard to live...hard to want to get out of bed. Do you ever not want to get out of bed, because you already know what's waiting?? Most people rise and get out of their beds because they're awaiting the new happenings of that brand new day. But if every day is the same then why even get excited?? Recently, I was invited to spend a night hanging out with Melissa Cotten and some friends...great night. It was fun, much better than spending a night by myself playing video games. It was a small little get together, but still fun, 12 o' clock rolls around and I'm still there, but not wanting to go home. I forget how it happens but I end up spending the night...the rest of the night...I spend trying to hold her hand...granted it never happened, but I still had fun. I didn't get too much out of that night except a stomach ache(too much candy), but I did realize that she(Melissa) is a really cool girl and really cute. I just can't say any of this to her. I don't know why, but I just don't have the guts, go figure huh?? O well, maybe someday I will, but I doubt it.