Jan 02, 2004 18:49
Interesting things..girls and relationships. It's as if when you want one, they're all about it but when u don't they want nothing of it and will find every reason to bitch. Or for the other side of the mirror, you get into one and about 2 months in...they're tired of you. i don't like it, in fact I hate it. I hate the way everything seems to fall down around you. I feel like saying if I wanted my life to go to hell then I'd stand at the base of mt. everest and start a fuckin avalanche. I don't like relationships, in fact, I hate them too. But what sucks is, when you don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend, you feel like you're missing something that should be there or you're not complete. I had completion once, but she left me, and now she's gone I'll never have a chance with her again. I had completion once again kinda recently but not really maybe like 3 or 4 months ago, but I screwed that up juss like always. I hate being alone I hate being in a relationship, maybe it'd be a better solution to lock myself in my room, and never come out. Maybe I'll do that, sounds like a plan to me.