More sex
Well, today not only did Ryan and I have a fun time on our double date but he bought me a gorgeous turquoise and sterling silver bracelet for our one year anniversary (next Saturday) but we finally talked about Sex. We sat down on a bench in a nice little park, cuddled, and talked about everything that we were worried about when we became sexually active. From only concentrating on the physical part of the relationship to fighting we talked. It was amazing and I found out how much I really do love him. We both had the same concerns and we were both able to talk about them without fighting and without distractions. I'm now not as terrified as I was before we talked but I still don't think I'm ready to become sexually active yet. Love isn't about sex, it's just a new aspect to bring into the relationship. We shall see, but I'm not as scared although I am slightly nervous. I won't lie, yes I'm still terrified, but not as much as I was.