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Damn, it's been awhile since I've updated.
Anyways, one thing has been on my mind lately. It has been college mainly. It's slowly becoming surreal that this is my last year in DE, and I think I'm gonna miss it. Not really, but I will a little.
But one thing I've been thinking about, and one thing that has been scary, is going off to a big city knowing absolutely no one (Well, hopefully Trevor will be going to Berkley. In which case, he'll be about 2-3 blocks away from me.) I mean, this may not sound scary to you, but it does to me. I really don't think I have made a close friend on my own since about the 4th grade. Now that I think about it, alot of my friends in high school I have been introduced to by a friend, or got to know them by hanging out with them and a friend at the same time. The only real exception I can think of is Aviva. We've always talked to each other since we first met. But anyways, some of my best friends, like Tommy, Mike, and Jes, I've known for a good portion of my life. Jes I've known since I was about a year old. Mike I've known since Kindergarten, and Tommy since 4th grade. But alot of my other friends, like Katie, Trev, Jennie, Laura, and alot of others, I have come to know more through mutual friends than by me just going up and striking up a conversation. I guess it's just my fear that I'm gonna go off to college, not meet anyone, and end up being the weird kid that always eats lunch by himself in the corner, huddled up in the fetal position. Not fun.
Other than that, nothing has been really going on in my life. Aviva and I celebrated our 1 year a month ago (Great timing, eh?). School still sucks, though I'm fine with it. Work loads have dropped alot, for me at least. And I can see the proverbial light at the end of the tunnel with this whole IB thing.
Really, I want spring and summer to come. Not because of the weather, mind you, but because of the things that will be there. Musical is coming up, which I always enjoy. Pit orchestra for it is always fun, and it makes me feel relaxed. And Lacrosse is coming up. Ah, one of my most favorite things in life. And then summer. No school. No responsibilities regarding school. No essays. No summer reading. Just me, my friends, and making money. NO FUCKING OBLIGATIONS BABY!!!!!
Damn, I really think I have senioritis. Gotta love it.
And this whole post has just brought back some good memories of this past spring and summer, so now I feel fucking awesome.
Anyways, one thing has been on my mind lately. It has been college mainly. It's slowly becoming surreal that this is my last year in DE, and I think I'm gonna miss it. Not really, but I will a little.
But one thing I've been thinking about, and one thing that has been scary, is going off to a big city knowing absolutely no one (Well, hopefully Trevor will be going to Berkley. In which case, he'll be about 2-3 blocks away from me.) I mean, this may not sound scary to you, but it does to me. I really don't think I have made a close friend on my own since about the 4th grade. Now that I think about it, alot of my friends in high school I have been introduced to by a friend, or got to know them by hanging out with them and a friend at the same time. The only real exception I can think of is Aviva. We've always talked to each other since we first met. But anyways, some of my best friends, like Tommy, Mike, and Jes, I've known for a good portion of my life. Jes I've known since I was about a year old. Mike I've known since Kindergarten, and Tommy since 4th grade. But alot of my other friends, like Katie, Trev, Jennie, Laura, and alot of others, I have come to know more through mutual friends than by me just going up and striking up a conversation. I guess it's just my fear that I'm gonna go off to college, not meet anyone, and end up being the weird kid that always eats lunch by himself in the corner, huddled up in the fetal position. Not fun.
Other than that, nothing has been really going on in my life. Aviva and I celebrated our 1 year a month ago (Great timing, eh?). School still sucks, though I'm fine with it. Work loads have dropped alot, for me at least. And I can see the proverbial light at the end of the tunnel with this whole IB thing.
Really, I want spring and summer to come. Not because of the weather, mind you, but because of the things that will be there. Musical is coming up, which I always enjoy. Pit orchestra for it is always fun, and it makes me feel relaxed. And Lacrosse is coming up. Ah, one of my most favorite things in life. And then summer. No school. No responsibilities regarding school. No essays. No summer reading. Just me, my friends, and making money. NO FUCKING OBLIGATIONS BABY!!!!!
Damn, I really think I have senioritis. Gotta love it.
And this whole post has just brought back some good memories of this past spring and summer, so now I feel fucking awesome.