Feb 13, 2003 14:38
I didn't go to school today because of a pounding headache. I got out of bed at about 10AM and couldn't even see straight. So I took some painkillers and then got online. I feel better now, but still, that's just the beginning of the bad things.
Tommorow is Valentine's Day, and I have nobody. I'm alone, again, as usual. I don't know what my problem is. Why I'm always alone on Valentine's Day. I could ask this girl out, but I don't have the three essentials for a relationship: 1. Good looks, 2. Money, 3. positive attitude. Maybe I'm just not meant to have anybody. Maybe there is nobody for me. I don't know. But I really shouldn't be thinking this way, it just depresses me more..
I figure I'll get really messed up this weekend. My niece is gone, so I don't have to stay sober anymore..so..meh..
Later, I'm out..